Last Friday I went bowling with some of my family. I am aware of my low skill level, so I remained humble throughout the first game, and surprisingly finished in 1st place! The second game began and I just knew I would dominate even more. I may not have been quite as humble. I was last on the list to go. I stood up and approached my ball with confidence. I picked it up, set my eye on the center arrow painted on the lane, then took a few quick steps forward just as I had before. As I took my last step, I swung my arm backward, then forward, and fell flat on my face. Actually, flat is not entirely accurate. I’m pretty sure every one of my limbs flew in a different direction, and the position of my head may have had folks wondering if they should call an exorcist. I also seemed to be temporarily blinded from the fall but could hear my ball bouncing its way down the lane. Let’s pause for a moment of prayer. The problem was that I had stepped over the foul line into the lane— 1. ...
Have you ever considered the complexity of prayer? Have you ever had something you needed to pray about, but you just couldn’t bring yourself to talk to God about whatever the issue was? I have experienced that many times. I will call it “Prayer paralysis.” Prayer paralysis happens when you are afraid of any answer God might give you. If He says no, then you might feel bad, or sad, or even angry. If He says yes, then your fear factor increases because you just don’t think you can handle what a “Yes” entails (which essentially means that you don’t trust Him). So instead of revealing your lack of trust (Like seriously, you don’t think He knows? ), you just don’t pray. It’s kind of like when you were a little kid, and you would sit still and close your eyes, thinking that it would make you invisible. God already knows our fears of failure, self-pride, and even our trust issues, so we might as well just go ahead and lay it all at His feet. There’s another kind of prayer paralysis that I ha...
The other day I was talking with a friend who is dealing with a life-threatening illness. She is tired of being sick. She is tired of her treatments, she is tired of being afraid, and she is angry. Have any of you ever felt that way? I have. She also felt guilty over those feelings. Guilty for not trusting God enough not to feel those things. But here’s the thing: God created those feelings. He gets it. The Lord never intended for us to be sick, or in pain, or even die. All of that happened when sin entered the world. I believe our Creator grieves over our pain. He understands when we get angry over our suffering. My advice to my friend was to take time to be angry. Take time to scream and yell and cry. Then, get up, clean your face, and keep trusting God. Just because we get angry or tired or afraid doesn’t mean we lack faith. Sometimes we just need to go through the emotions to find the love of our Creator on the other side. Even King David cried out: “The cord...
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